我已经相信,有些人我永远不必等期待你感动, 想不到你　若无其事的说

There is a feeling still wandering,

That is my endless love for you.

We cannot longer like before.,

But the past is always difficult to say goodbye,

If over again, it maybe will be changed,

it maybe also still silent.

The people who care about more，

The people who guess more.

Who like the deeper,

Who more easier to be sacrificed.

My love not you think that fickle,

Just all in my heart.

Because of love let us become strangers,

So hide it, maybe will better,

and avoid the feelings between us become more complicated,

But just regrettable.

Smile in the sadness,

Sadness in the endless love.

What a pretty friend of mine, Nervous and shy, For the moment, We will come alive tonight, Don't worry, I'll be loving you , I'll take care of you!!!

When you feel inferior everywhere,
Do not self-esteem,
Remember you are only ordinary people.
When people ignore you,
Do not be sad, everyone has their own life,
No one can be with you always .
When you see someone else smile,
Do not think that you are the only one person in the sad,
In fact, the someone will cover more than just people.
When you are helpless, you can cry,
But you have to pick yourselves up after crying,
Could lose everything,
Do not lose the smile.

幸福是一种感觉，是人们对生活、对人生所拥有态度的总结。 它与富贵、权利、地位不一定成正比。幸福原本就是去做自己想做的事，找一片属于自己的空间，真真地享受一份只有自己知道的欢乐。幸福其实很简单.有时如果你刻意地找寻幸福，你会发现它在回避你，而当你尝试着努力把幸福送给别人时，你发现幸福就在你的身边。

女: 你有抽烟吗??

男: 没有喔

女: 有喝酒吗??

... 男: 也没有喔

女: 酱有车吗??

男: 有啦,我只有Ferrari FXX,Porsche 911GT,BMW 760i,Mercedes-BenzS600L

女: 哇,有钱家的人喔 ! 酱你住在那里??

男: 住在高山靠海的地方

女: 肯定很贵咯…

男: 不会啦,才65亿罢了

女: 哇,有女朋友吗??

男: 我单身

女: 你的职业是什么??

男: 百万富翁

女: 这个男的我要定了啦,..酱爱好是什么??

男: 车大炮!!!........囧

如果发短信息给一个人，他一直不回，不要再发了，没有这么卑微的等待；如果一个人开始怠慢你，请你离开他，不懂得珍惜你的人不要为之不舍

家里发生了莫些事情，好不高兴。

蛮烦得。但放心，我不会像以前一样而哭。

无论多烦我都会对你们笑，而不像以前那样暴躁。

我已改变了蛮多对吧？不说了。 爱你哦。

休息是為了走更長的路
你就是我的旅途
都是因為你 我一直漫步
想要跟你一起走到最後
謝謝你 是你陪我走過那些路
沒有你 怎麼辦
像我現在無法入眠
多想要 和你聊聊天
只想要 你在我身邊

Now I can see that we're falling apart
From the way that it used to be
No matter the distance
I want you to know, that deep down inside of me
I'm spinning round.
Felt her lips on my neck and her voice in my ear.
Like I missed you, want you tonight.
No I can't resist, and I can't be hit.
I just can't escape this love.
I just can't ignore this feeling.

i still rmb how Jin throw the basketball. wat a fantastic skills. Having alot fun with Li Qin they all while plying basketball. today Jin throw the basketball from full court n go under yan zhou legs n shot in under the ring n the balls jump out from top. that was so fantastic.everyone was laugh like mad. XD Hong,Fung,Chong, Qin, Seok, Jerry, And Me straight away laugh until sit on floor n Jia Kee and Chee Ying standing middle of basketball court. Everyone really kena boom form that. It look like movie. If look from top that was super nice. I really hope i can take video for that. issh issh. so miss it.

Yo, it me again. XD

having a lot fun at last fri. because we all didt have extra class so i plan to ply badminton after school end. that day everyone was ply until so tired n next day whole body pain. hahaha. bt quite happy and fun. today they ask me when ply again, i was........ hey study spm ya. haha. give me some time n plan first. uploaded some pic on my facebook. if gt time go see ya. everytime i with u all, i sure very happy n relax. n am i look very funny when i playing badminton? keep laugh at me. so bad. haha. a lot ppl say that i like dancing. like this look more nice ma. XD some of them say me act cool when plying n do a lot stupid skills. haha. sry la. i just ply ply only la. dont la angry. XD

Hey, becareful ya. he told me he gonna kick a lot student out of this school. i cant do anything. just can remind u just follow the rules. he gonna kick around 7 student. i cant tell u wat is going on. just dont be too worry. cause most of the students is F3. F4 i think just........i think she wont kena anyways. so dont care too much about it. if gt talk about u, i will sms u n tell u. n n n dont tell anyone i tell u about that. ya, i very pilih kasih. cause i will take care all my pet sis n i love all of them. Others dont be jealous ya. Oh no, gtg for tuition. so bye. love u. XDDD

I'm not crying. My eyes just red n look like crying only. a lot jr n sr teacher n my lovely friend keep asking me why am i crying. hey guys,dont worry, i 'm alright. XD it just my eyes too dry n hurt. i also dont know wat happen am i. hope my eyes will recover soon. n ya, thanks for care about me. i love u guys so so much.i'm feel lucky n happy because gt u all. i feel so touch when she hug me n holding my hand n asking me what is happening. this call friendship. XD

today i dont feel like talking. maybe it raining day n feel tired. bt i'm not emo okay. just now i keep smile while playing badminton in HOC. It so so so fun while with all of them. anyway, i really need to focus on my study. i'm try to control dont make my self too stress bt i cant do it. although i keep study, bt i still feel so scare. no matter i did how many teep n excersice, i still dont know how to alot of que. the subject comfirm i can pass are moral,BM and art only. too bad too bad. gtg n study.

to be continnue. next.........my relationship btw me n my friends and pet sis xD

Finally i got time for update my blog.

Let us talk back our art project.All of us can get above 80 or 90 marks,but because of 4 stupid no brain......ppl never pass up thier project, make alot of us get 70++. how can they never pass up also can get 70++. wth.....issh. make me angry until go.....just out of control. After that i gt talk with teacher. teacher tell me alot alot of things........ Erm, just let it over lu. i edi try my best n finish on time. so i was happy n enjoy of it.

yesterday go out with yew wai,ka mun,sherryn and jason. first,go eat hi-tea, after that go sunway.we all just keep eating. Oh yea,'thanks' for them which bring me go watch malay ghost movie. before went home, i went to sherryn hse.XD i still rmb u told me that ur not enough money for buy the hse gate. haha. oh ya, ur hse quite nice. thanks ka mun, thanks to ur parents also for fetching me bak home. I love my friends so so much. feel relax when with them.

To be continue... cause i lazy edi. hehe. sry.

Goodbye my love why did god take you away?
Why my love did you have to take your life
Why didn't I try to contact you sooner
Why couldn't it be my arms wrapped around your neck and not a nose
Why wasn't I not there to comfort you
I need to feel your touch 
I need to taste your sweet lips instead of bitter salty tears 
I need to hear you say you love me
When your mother told me  you died that terrible night
I was devastated I miss you baby 
you haunt me till this day
Why couldn't it be me and not you
You were doing better anyway
If I could die and it would bring you back
i would do it happily
but I can't so I am saying my goodbyes
Goodbye hour long phone calls
Goodbye carelessly sweet kisses
Goodbye my other half Goodbye.......
I can't do this I can't live without .....
I'm coming my love to everybody else.......... Goodbye!!

its your hand i used to hold, its my heart,
it used to be whole, but now all i want, is that super glue, to fix something,
that's something you couldn't do.
so give me the brush,
and give me that glue,
my heart is in pieces,
its all because of you,
so kiss me once,
just once more,
i want that rush,
that sweet contour. 
so say goodbye,
and say it quick,
because its you,
I'm gonna miss,
now let me be whole,
for you i have fallen,
and you have taken my soul.
you just left me here,
like i wasn't apart,
not apart of your life,
i wasn't was i,
not even from the start,
you said you loved me,
i loved you so much too,
my now i am alone I've broken apart,
you just left me, like you were born without a heart.

My love for you has died out.
The pain it causes for me puts a hole through my chest,
as if there was nothing there to begin with.
When you cut me open,  I never thought I would bleed.
Just take me,  and shut me out. 
Just don't break me,  because I am broken enough.
You once said you loved me, But that all soon changed.
Once you knew I was different, You disowned me.  Destroyed me. Hated me.
Now I cry tears of crimson that stain my carpet of sadness and pain.
I'm not that strong willed.
I can't smile while hurt.
All of you that I have now,
Is the imprint of your hatred Upon my heart.

"The person who always cares for everyone and tries to keep them happy ..is always the most loneliest person in the world"

Sad ..but TRUE =(

A real relationship,
Has fights. Has trust.
Has faith. Has tears. ...
Has hurt. Has sweet smiles.
Has genuine laughter.
Has snorts because of the laughter. Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments.
Has patience. Has communication.
Has secrets.
Has jealousy.

To get the BEST out of Life,

Realize your Past without Regret,

Handle your Present with Confidence,

Prepare for the Future without Fear .. :)

去年的今天， 发生了很多很多事情，是我最失落的时候，也令我留了不少泪。

我没哭， 只是眼睛流泪而以。

我今天真的好想发泄， 好多好多东西做。忙不完。 做了又错。气死我了。

不说了。

this few week quite busy. art project.....acc project...... badminton tournament.....Pa system.......

yesterday went to staff room, almost 5 teacher asking me que n help them do something. i was.....

if let me choose, i better keep doing things better than keep thinking some emo n sad things.

nowdays i keep going. i went to ikano power center, 1utama, giant, time square. i go with family n in the end i walk my self. first time i shopping alone. oh yea, i still go ka mun hse bbq. last sat i also belanja my sis eat sushi. i pay for it. dont jealous ya. i will upload the pic if i gt free time.

this fri go sunway. yaya. hope can make me feel better. i cant control n keep thinking that. issh issh.
anyway, thanks to u all which make me smile. love u guys.

sometime i feel very hurt, very pain, very sad and so on. just out of control. y must let me think bak. i feel very very very very 'sam fu'. i keep find alot alot alot thing to do. i just wanna make my self feel better. bt it hard. not matter wat i do also no use. although i do things until 2 midnight i also cant slp. no matter how tired am i, i cant fall asleep. i cant slp well at all.

In school i keep laugh....smile.... it is that is my acting for cover my sadness? it is i lie to my self n say that i'm okay? dont worry. i wont cry in front of u all. n thanks for cheer me up. thanks for make me smile. bt i really cant smile n laugh. actually in school i keep laugh, smile n talk was acting. sry friends. i really dont want u all because of me then...... just dont worry me. n n n i wont kill my self la. just thanks for u all support.

i...........

說不上為什麼　我變得很主動
若愛上一個人　什麼都會值得去做
我想大聲宣佈　對妳依依不捨
我想就這樣牽著妳的手不放開
愛能不能夠永遠單純沒有悲哀
愛可不可以簡簡單單沒有傷害
我愛妳　 

我想忘记你，可做不到

有一个号码，你一直记得，但从没打过电话发过短信。

有一首歌，你不再听了，可偶然间听见，却不经意的掉下了眼泪。

有一些地方你经常去，每次去都是一个人。

有时后你不知道自己怎么了，只是想大哭一场，把内心的沉重都挥洒掉。

一些事情你想忘记，最后才发现根本忘不了，而且记得更加清晰。

有些话你一直放在嘴边，却怎么也告诉不到你要告诉的那个人。

你的身边有人陪你，却不是你想要的那个人。

有一个人，你很早就把他计划在你的未来里，慢慢地发现你的计划只是一场梦。

你不一定每晚都做梦，也不一定只梦见一个人，但有个人在你梦里出现的次数是最多的。

有一个人，你很久没见了，一见面心里却有一种说不出的滋味。

有一个人，你天天都能看见，每一次见面心里都有一丝触动。

你把想告诉他的话都写下来，却终究没有把那封信给他。

每天你都会高高兴兴的生活，只是为了证明自己不在乎她了，那么事实是什么呢？只有你自己心里清楚！

你不断告诉自己：你不爱他了。其实，你还是当初那个傻傻爱他的人，不曾有过改变。

最后你才承认自己是爱他的，好爱好爱，到底爱到什么地步，自己也不清楚了。

我梦想永远和你在一起

I dream about being with you forever.

永远？

Forever?

和我快乐度过一生还不够吗？

Is it not enough just to have a long and happy life with me

"Now I'm afraid."

“现在我害怕了。”

Good.

“是吗。”

"I'm not afraid of you. I'm only afraid of losing you. "

“我不是害怕你。我只是害怕失去你。”

放弃你的那一刻、我哭了

有些痛

说不出来

只能忍着

直到能够慢慢淡忘

有些爱

不能坚持

即使不舍

也只能够潇洒放弃

一开始我就没认为这段感情会有任何结果，

在我们的生命里总会出现这样的人，

就像是季节的轮回，

会在我们的生命中交迭走来，

有些只稍作停留就匆匆离去，

有些会就此留下来，

陪伴我们今后的日子。

我们真正相爱的日子是很短暂的，

短暂的就连我自己都无法相信人怎么会这么善变。

许多时候，

明明是站在一份真爱跟前，

却不得不以泪封缄。

有的时候我会想：

如果真的有来世，

给他所有所有，

永不言悔。

为了亿万光年的那一瞬重逢，

我愿意付出一切！

错过的是一段光阴，

留下来的依然是那份不变的牵挂；

走过的是一段往事，

沉淀下来的依然是那份不变的真诚；

经历过的是一段缘份，

藏在心底的依然是一份不变的祝福！

It's been so long since we had time
Let's make everything right
Just take my hand, fall in love with me again
Let's runaway to the place
Where love first found us
Lets runaway for the day
Don't need anyone around us
When everything in love gets so complicated,
It only takes a day to change it.
What I have to say can't wait
All I need is a day
Girl, you've been so patient
Spending nights alone & not complaining
But I'll make it up to you,
& I promise today I won't keep you waiting
Please give me this one chance
To remind you of everything we have
I won't give up I'm too much in love
& I want you to know that...............

thanks to wei ling which my gud sis forever. thanks to slap me up. thanks to tell me all i did was wrong. thanks to tell me i had change to a bad person. sorry. i know i did wrong alot of thing n hurt someone. i promise it wont happen again. just give me some time, i will change to a better wkhim which u all wanted me to be. i hope u all will forgive me which i had did wrong n hurting one of u all. i really dunno wat i have did was wrong, cause i really blur n noone tell me that was wrong. just thanks all my pet sis which 'slap' me up. love u all. sorry n thanks

510885我要你抱抱我♥

520025我爱你你爱我♥

584520我发誓我爱你♥

5340我相信你♥

3344生生世世♥

131436一生一世想你♥

74520其实我爱你♥

04592你是我最爱♥

51920我依旧爱你♥

259758爱我就娶我吧♥

2014爱你一世♥

251314爱我一生一世♥

2475爱是幸福♥

3213相爱一生♥

770880亲亲你抱抱你♥

8013伴你一生♥

54420我心只爱你♥

77895紧紧抱着我♥

360想你了♥

370生气了♥

720亲爱的♥

1020依然爱你♥

整天的工作重复疲惫的画面,麻木你的感觉.

想找你陪我一起聊聊

到底什麼時候才會想起我

I fall in love with u.
Remember first time we hug?
Remember first time we hold hands?
Remember first time we talk together?
Remember first time we play together?
Remember first time i carry you walk around?
Remember first time we touch each other?
Remember first time we get very close each other?
Still remember how we meet and know each other?
I just want to tell u is, i love and miss you so much.

請讓我給你安慰
不論結局是喜是悲
在我心裡你永遠是那麼美
我再也不願見你在深夜裡買醉
不願別的男人見識你的撫媚
你該知道這樣會讓我心碎
答應我你從此不在深夜裡徘徊
既然愛了就不後悔
不要輕易嘗試放縱的滋味
散步 逛街 找電影院 累了我就幫你提高跟鞋
塞車 停電 哪怕下雪 每天都要和你過情人節
讓我 做你的男人 二十四個小時不睡覺
不管世界多紛擾 我們倆緊緊地擁抱
讓膽小的你在黑夜中也會有個依靠
就算沒告訴過你 也知道 下輩子還要和你遇到
I LOVE YOU!!! ;)

time for now is going to 2 midnight.

i'm here cause i studying my phy.

wow, i didt understand at all. like wat i had read just now was wasted my time.

okay, going to bed. wish u all have a nice sweet happy dream ya.

come let us talk bak pangkor trip.

me n ping n jerry same room. that 3 day we all stick together. no matter where we go, we all must go together. on that day, we all are the emo n unhappy group. we all face the same problem. ping, just dont be sad n emo. n jerry, dont cry n sad n unhappy. i know it hurt n hard to give up. bt just dont think too much. i also gt the same feeling too. it really sad n hard to dont think of it. bt no choice. everything just slowly.

today wake up in the morning then listen some bad news. my sis hand burn by fire n her work.....
n some hse n own problem. i really going to crazy. i really need someone to talk to bt .......
i just keep all my stuff inside my heart. i just ..........
i know i need to happy n dont think too much, i really gt try, try very harder bt i cant. i really sin fu. really going to mad. i edi smile in front of everyone. bt my heart still.....

gtg. bye

y no one want talk to me?

i really need someone to talk to.

ok fine. i know i not good enough.

actually i feel very sad. did u know wat happen to me?

just worry about my sis. wake up in the morning then..............

i just need talk to u, bt i know u angry n ignore me. so nvm.

just bak from pangkor. starting tmr less online. if can i wont on com for this few day.reason is i want study. having tuition tmr n tmr n tmr. just having tuition everyday. spm become nearly n nearly. i so so so so scare. gtg n study. bye.

'Happe HOholaday'

I had closed the door upon my heart
And wouldn't let anyone in,
I had trusted and loved only to be hurt
But, that would never happen again.

I had locked the door and tossed the key
As hard, and as far as I could,
Love would never enter there again,
My heart was closed for good.

Then you came into my life
And made me change my mind,
Just when I thought that tiny key
was impossible to find.

That's when you held out your hand
And proved to me I was wrong,
Inside your palm was the key to my heart...
You had it all along.

You are my heart, my soul, my treasure,
My today, my tomorrow, my forever,
My everything!

Your love surrounds me like the air that I breathe.
Your kiss touches me as gentle as a breeze.
Your touch is as tender as that of a child.
Your hug is warm, meek, and mild.
Each day we grow older and its plain to see,
The love that you give me is all that I need.

沉默的守护着你 沉默的等奇迹
偷偷的看着你 偷偷的隐藏着自己
I hate myself
又整夜追逐梦中的你
而明天只剩 哭泣的心
教彼此都在孤独里忍住伤心
我又怎么告诉你 我爱你

愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
可能 在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能 永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我不願放棄這裡面一點點可能
寧願笨也不想要悔恨
我愛你

sick. too bad.

ohya,long time didt update my blog because of my stupid com. i cant log in my blog. anyway,now using my sis com n update.

this few day quite stress lu. just alot things need to solve n 'fan' stupid stupid stupid.

anyway,happy holiday. before that,must always becareful ya.(reminder to my good pet sis forever)

1+1=2 eyes look at u...
12+12=24 hours thinking about u...
3+4=7 days in week missing u...
1+11=12 months I always need A SWEET PERSON like U.

All Or Nothing Lyrics

All Or Nothing Lyrics: "Westlife All Or Nothing lyrics in the Love Album Album. These All Or Nothing lyrics are performed by Westlife Get the music video and song lyrics here. I know when he's been on your mind That distant look is in your eyes I thought with time you'd realize"

Busy busy busy

lazy lazy lazy lazy

stress stress stress

除了爱你我还能爱谁？

对不起，无论怎样我还是不开心。我很在意。我会改，我也不开玩笑了。对不起。我爱你！等你

哥，加油！！加油！你行的。

wow,finally feel better edi. really thanks. thanks thanks thanks. as u say, hope everything will be alright. now just hope faster sunday. so whole family can see him. yesterday night really worry about him.

Facing a very serious house problem. wtf. is u misunderstanding. stop scolding ppl. Fucker.isshhhh

今天的心情好不舒服，好不愈快，好心痛，整天闷闷不乐．　别问我为什么，不想回答和想了．

今天没说我爱你，　因为不知为什麽，　就是说不出了．对不起．

我．．．．．．

Yong Yannru, Happy Birthday！！！

杨彦茹，生日快乐！！！

Good luck and all the best.

wish u smile n happy everyday!!!!

today is the first time u give me a hug. although just a few second, but quite sweet. today we really close to each other n keep seeing each other. quite disappointed cause i gt no chance to hug u bak. lol!!!
skip.....
everyday also call u. really sry for disturbing u. everyday also make u slp at 4midnuight. psps. bt in the end u stronger than me. everytime also i feel tired than u first. too bad. haha. almost everyday also use 4 hour n talking to u. ps for disturbing u o.
skip.....
today ms serena.......
gtg, bye

how can u all know i not really happy n sad? i mean lu n ru. u all really know me well. anyway, i'm alright.

long time no update my blog because dont feel like write out everything although my heart gt alot thing which....... plus lazy busy n ......

yesterday night..........just sry.

nowdays i...... keep forget wat should i say n do n so on. really sry. erm, i edi long time no smile, laugh n happy like mad le. i really miss the day.

You taught me everything
Everything you've given me
I'll always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah

There isn't anything
Or anyone that I could be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side

You were there for me to love and care for me
When skies were gray
Whenever I was down
You were always there to comfort me

And no one else can be
What you have been to me you will always be
You will always be the girl
In my life for all times

Mama, Mama you know I love you
Mama, Mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like tears from the stars
Mama I just want you to know lovin' you is like food to my soul
Yes it is, yes it is, oh, yes it is, yes it is, yes it is oh

You're always there for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong
Yes you did


And you took up for me
When everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on

There was so many times
Looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me and say to me
I can face anything

And no one else can do
What you have done for me
You'll always be, you will always be
The girl in my life, ooh oh

Mama, Mama you know I love you
Mama, Mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like tears from the stars
Mama I just want you to know lovin' you is like food to my soul

Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinkin' about you
I'll never go a day
Without my mama

今天心情不是很好，　我想是因为莫些原因吧。
每给星期六我都会很不开心和。。。。好奇怪哦。不知为什么。
刚刚又被妈妈说了，　每一天都是将。　为何每一天，家人都不信任我。　你们知道我好伤心吗。我好痛苦哦。我已说了没了。　
我好想莫人哦。每天都有人问我是否和她在一起，我都不想回答。因为好失望和伤心哦。因为我都回答没有。好想回答是。我和她在一起了。　好想哦。但我知不可能。　我也不想逼他。和。。。。
还有很多东西要说哦，但心情不怎样好，不写了。再见了。

if I had you, that would be the only thing I'd ever need, Can't Let You Go .you're the best I ever had

today break time, teacher suddenly find me n ask whether later got free time or not. he gt something to tell me. his face look very very serious n angry. since moral class didt study then i go down n find teacher lu. bt he having class. then i go inside n wait him. while waiting, he very emo n angry while teacher. keep use the cane hit table n everywhere. by that time i edi he very angry n something was happened. the f1 students still plying around n so on. damn stupid no brains. after that he told me wat happen n .......... okay. cher, i know edi. i know what should i do. i promise u. it wont happen anymore.

cikgu cikgu. saya memang tak faham wat u had say. saya tak nak buat lagi la.memang sedih dan tak ada masa untuk buat seni project lagi. telah salah banyak kali. awak cakap terus lukis dekat art paper, sekarang cakap jagan lukis kerana tak cantik. omg. saya memang........ sekarang saya keep rush n do it again. i like prefect n i want prefect.

我也努力過改變,學你要愛的完美

我會記得 你曾是我最愛



叶维钦，叶维钦，　你醒醒吧。　不要在不开心了。　勇敢去面对，加油。让他知道她对你有多种要。让他知道你爱她又多深。　加油加油。　别再不开心了。振作吧，兄弟。

心情突然变得很伤心.看到莫些事情。心里好难过，好痛。眼泪也流了下来。
很想问你一个问题，　但我。。。。。
或许我没资格说什么和逼你，我想我需。。。。但我做不到。　只好忍着痛，等待着你。
我感觉得出，　你还。。和。。他。
当我看了和知道了，我的心是痛的。　好痛好痛。泪也不停的流。因为我知道你不爱我，　你对他还。。。。
我没事，　放心好了。爱是不能勉强的。　加上我不是好男人。　不会照顾你，不会逗你开心。什么也不会。我根本不值得你去爱。我想我在也很难去爱一个人了。　因为我太喜欢你了。我无法放弃。我做不到。
我真的不知该怎样办了。虽然我很伤心和不甘心，但我只想你开心就可以了，一切都不重要。一切就顺其直然。　我爱你。真的很爱。或许是我想太多了。　晚安了和再见了

yesterday went to ply badminton. every singal match i ply, i lose. wat wrong with me? aiks.
after that went bak home. after i finish bathing my head pain until vomit. i straight away go slp. whole day no eat. after i woke up, i feel the same. still headache. mum call me go eat medicine. after few hour, i few better. then i go call her lu. like last night, talk around few hours again. XD
skip.....

yesterday i hug n kiss by her. erm, dont misunderstand ya. her is my auty 2 years old daughter. haha. she really cute. i also dont know y she so close with me. maybe she birthday is on 25 may then i on 26 may. haha. then i ply with her lu. she keep use her head n push me, hug me n kiss me. really happy n fun la. so so so so so cute.
skip.....

actually i just finish my tuition. quite tired. bt no choice. this whole week gt tuition because.........
oh ya, tmr need let rasid check our folio. hope wont wrong again n do it again. if not i sure......
anyway, hope tmr u all can see me in school la. c ya. bye

i will trust in you

You are my hiding place

you always fill my heart

wat i had do yesterday was rubbish. i mean in school. anyway, i'm alright. Mr Ng give me signal while doing PA. as everyone know he very sensitive on sound. he say monitor speaker no sound n so on. after that selvam n serena want to see me. ...............
erm, actually it was a team work. as selvam say, while doing things pls dont talk n play. i very hate ppl ply n not focus while doing. issh. just stop talking n ply. focus wat u should do. if like that just get rid from the PA room. issh. i, wkhim say want. dont make me did that to anyone.
skip.....

yesterday night talk with someone until 4 midnight. haha. now only realize we all edi sms around 4 month. everyday also sms, if one day no sms i also dont know how. anyway, just dont be stress n think too much. believe me, everything will be fine.
skip.....

astounded

astonished

awestruck

surprised

amazed

terrified

flabbergasted

wow, all same meaning XD (lame)

幸福的开始 就是放手去爱


期待你发现我的爱

只要你说一声愿意,所有的未来才有意义