Finally i got time for update my blog.

Let us talk back our art project.All of us can get above 80 or 90 marks,but because of 4 stupid no brain......ppl never pass up thier project, make alot of us get 70++. how can they never pass up also can get 70++. wth.....issh. make me angry until go.....just out of control. After that i gt talk with teacher. teacher tell me alot alot of things........ Erm, just let it over lu. i edi try my best n finish on time. so i was happy n enjoy of it.

yesterday go out with yew wai,ka mun,sherryn and jason. first,go eat hi-tea, after that go sunway.we all just keep eating. Oh yea,'thanks' for them which bring me go watch malay ghost movie. before went home, i went to sherryn hse.XD i still rmb u told me that ur not enough money for buy the hse gate. haha. oh ya, ur hse quite nice. thanks ka mun, thanks to ur parents also for fetching me bak home. I love my friends so so much. feel relax when with them.

To be continue... cause i lazy edi. hehe. sry.

Goodbye my love why did god take you away?
Why my love did you have to take your life
Why didn't I try to contact you sooner
Why couldn't it be my arms wrapped around your neck and not a nose
Why wasn't I not there to comfort you
I need to feel your touch 
I need to taste your sweet lips instead of bitter salty tears 
I need to hear you say you love me
When your mother told me  you died that terrible night
I was devastated I miss you baby 
you haunt me till this day
Why couldn't it be me and not you
You were doing better anyway
If I could die and it would bring you back
i would do it happily
but I can't so I am saying my goodbyes
Goodbye hour long phone calls
Goodbye carelessly sweet kisses
Goodbye my other half Goodbye.......
I can't do this I can't live without .....
I'm coming my love to everybody else.......... Goodbye!!

its your hand i used to hold, its my heart,
it used to be whole, but now all i want, is that super glue, to fix something,
that's something you couldn't do.
so give me the brush,
and give me that glue,
my heart is in pieces,
its all because of you,
so kiss me once,
just once more,
i want that rush,
that sweet contour. 
so say goodbye,
and say it quick,
because its you,
I'm gonna miss,
now let me be whole,
for you i have fallen,
and you have taken my soul.
you just left me here,
like i wasn't apart,
not apart of your life,
i wasn't was i,
not even from the start,
you said you loved me,
i loved you so much too,
my now i am alone I've broken apart,
you just left me, like you were born without a heart.

My love for you has died out.
The pain it causes for me puts a hole through my chest,
as if there was nothing there to begin with.
When you cut me open,  I never thought I would bleed.
Just take me,  and shut me out. 
Just don't break me,  because I am broken enough.
You once said you loved me, But that all soon changed.
Once you knew I was different, You disowned me.  Destroyed me. Hated me.
Now I cry tears of crimson that stain my carpet of sadness and pain.
I'm not that strong willed.
I can't smile while hurt.
All of you that I have now,
Is the imprint of your hatred Upon my heart.

"The person who always cares for everyone and tries to keep them happy ..is always the most loneliest person in the world"

Sad ..but TRUE =(

A real relationship,
Has fights. Has trust.
Has faith. Has tears. ...
Has hurt. Has sweet smiles.
Has genuine laughter.
Has snorts because of the laughter. Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments.
Has patience. Has communication.
Has secrets.
Has jealousy.

To get the BEST out of Life,

Realize your Past without Regret,

Handle your Present with Confidence,

Prepare for the Future without Fear .. :)

去年的今天， 发生了很多很多事情，是我最失落的时候，也令我留了不少泪。

我没哭， 只是眼睛流泪而以。

我今天真的好想发泄， 好多好多东西做。忙不完。 做了又错。气死我了。

不说了。

this few week quite busy. art project.....acc project...... badminton tournament.....Pa system.......

yesterday went to staff room, almost 5 teacher asking me que n help them do something. i was.....

if let me choose, i better keep doing things better than keep thinking some emo n sad things.

nowdays i keep going. i went to ikano power center, 1utama, giant, time square. i go with family n in the end i walk my self. first time i shopping alone. oh yea, i still go ka mun hse bbq. last sat i also belanja my sis eat sushi. i pay for it. dont jealous ya. i will upload the pic if i gt free time.

this fri go sunway. yaya. hope can make me feel better. i cant control n keep thinking that. issh issh.
anyway, thanks to u all which make me smile. love u guys.

sometime i feel very hurt, very pain, very sad and so on. just out of control. y must let me think bak. i feel very very very very 'sam fu'. i keep find alot alot alot thing to do. i just wanna make my self feel better. bt it hard. not matter wat i do also no use. although i do things until 2 midnight i also cant slp. no matter how tired am i, i cant fall asleep. i cant slp well at all.

In school i keep laugh....smile.... it is that is my acting for cover my sadness? it is i lie to my self n say that i'm okay? dont worry. i wont cry in front of u all. n thanks for cheer me up. thanks for make me smile. bt i really cant smile n laugh. actually in school i keep laugh, smile n talk was acting. sry friends. i really dont want u all because of me then...... just dont worry me. n n n i wont kill my self la. just thanks for u all support.

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